The worry?(;´Д｀)

↑This was my dinner.I cooked by myself.

Lately, I think that I might mistake about my sex. Because, my English is too slow to improve,but cooking improvement is faster as leaps and bounds. I wanted to be opposite. I want to ask my friend to exchange her English skill and my cooking skill.She can speak English very well, but she can`t cook.I want to do it ,if I can.I wonder why I could cook very well. I want to be a International business man,but my friend recomand me to be a chef. In my opinion, cooking is enough in hobby. And ,now, I need English skill, not cooking skill.When I think about thet ,then I also think that just I might not be patient. I have some problem now. I have weak point- if I got problem from friend or girlfriend, then I will be not able to study:in other word,I can`t concentrate to study,and I get strong stress. Lately, I have had it.I try not to be that, but I didn`t.Therefore, I try to write here,because I might get solution. It might be too late, but this is better than nothing.I worry about Toefl. Because, I`m unsettled state of mind. Actually, Learning test wan not bad, but I`m still neavouse. I might be chicken. But!! Anyway, time will come soon,and I can`t ran away,so I decided that do my best and I don`t worry about if I didn`t pass the Toefl.Nobady get answer,but we will get result.If I didn`t pass that mean I was lazy or my effort wasn`t enough. If I passed it, it was lucky. I think this is always with our life.My decision is anyway to see a result,then I might get another way.But I never quit from studying English, if some friend or my family told me quit from sudying English. It is my resolution.
I left my swear here, I never give up.

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